An experience has no boundaries!

Life is something which has an end only when we see death. During this time we will only have experiences; it can be good or bad. Good teaches us to be happy and bad teaches us to learn from it and move on. We keep on learning with time. Whether such experiences make you a bad person or good person, I do not know. We can only learn from experiences that we have in our day to day life. I have surely learned from my experiences. It has made me stronger and better. These experiences have made me search my true soul within me and have helped me be a better human being. At times, I feel why we cannot handle our own emotions. It happens with me. I am unable to understand my own emotions. I have some mixed emotions about everything. Can we say maturity comes with experiences? Do we really get matured with experiences? Yes, of course, we do. If I feel I am matured enough to be my decision maker, then I am. After so many ups and downs in life, I don’t need people to suggest me. I ask such people to just work for themselves and on themselves. Have some soul searching for yourself? My experiences have taught me a lot. The best is that how to get more independent. For me, my independent nature has made me arrogant and rude. This is what people believe. If that is case, then I feel, I will be more independent because that will make me more secured. In today’s date, I cannot seek advice from anyone as everybody has their concerns. The concern is of course not for me but for them. Problem is I am just tired of proving myself. I am just tired of explaining myself. My mind and heart have got choked with pain and agony. My fault is nothing but still things will be pointed on me. I feel I am a lonely soul. I am a lonely soul. Lonely soul!